This week is hell, heck these past two months have been hell.
But in a way has not.
This week is tech week- Getting done with pounding headaches at 9
staying up extra hours to get other shit done.
it’s all a pain in the ass.
In a way though i have been so happy…..
for the past couple of months…
i have taking care of things that should have been done with a year ago.
i fixed things that fell apart.
I have pushed myself harder then ever this year.
2011 has been a crazy ass rollercoster.
also a fucking wake up call.
i have met new people.
i stopped holding on to things that needed to be forgotten.
i’m allowed to do whatever the fuck i want with my life.
we all are.
so why bother with dumb asses who try to control us?
Everyone has been robots one after the other being created and programed what to do in life.
Well not me. i do not deal with that stuff.
i have become such a stronger, bigger, and smarter person through this year.
Why the fuck should we be held down by shit?
So with all this being said.
i’m happy. the happiest i have ever been.
I fit more into an aquarius, then i do as a Taurus.
it’s worth it, i promise
ok i’m not mad. i was put in speech classes when i was in like first grade… it didn’t work… my stutter faded away for a little bit then it came back when i was 13 maybe? i’m 16, my mom didn’t start noticing it again until last year. said it might be puberty, but that’s deffinetly not it. hahaha so now i just ignore it until it people point it out or when i take forever to say something. i stutter even more when i’m excited and want to say something. : )