(via blameoursociety)
“I’m sorry for everything. For not being here when I should have. For spending most of my time with her and not you. I’m sorry an I want to make up everything. We use to have the greatest time together when growing up. I miss that. We need to hangout soon, I miss our friendship. Since we are best friends”
You know. You always say this.
You always say this but never stick to your word. I get that she stepped in the picture two years ago, but I’ve been in your life for almost ten years now. You still don’t try. You say you’re sorry but you never build up your side of our friendship and keep it strong and sturdy.
You had me come outside in the pouring rain the other night for a flash drive. You made me talk to you for about a half hour. About college and you leaving. You say that you won’t forget me, that you’ll always be here and you’ll always come back to see me. I know Keen isn’t far but how do I know you’ll keep your word if you couldn’t keep the others. I sometimes believe I don’t even know who you are anymore and that scares me knowing you were someone who I use to know, once loved. You’ve seen me cry, I know you always try to make me laugh and smile, and you know so much about me. Why do I feel you’re just a stranger now? The fact that I don’t think you’ll ever know that some of the songs I’m performing half the time live are about you for example “Your Life” that’s about you. Pretty sure you are too blind to see that though. But the lyrics are true. You have to live your life I have to live mine. As I sit back and watch you leave. I will now feel a bit more free.
